i think too much.
"jump first, fear later"
"the scariest decisions are usually the most worthwhile"
yeah, easier said than done.
i'm beginning to think i'm destined to be alone.
not in the emo "i'm all alone in the world, no one understands me" way
but in the "i fear truly living and will push everyone away" way
i will always find a reason to leave
i'm screwy.
and have issues.
i need to find someone to deal with it and put me back together.
kthanks, world.
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we're in the same boat of loneliness huh?
"i fear truly living and will push everyone away" way
i will always find a reason to leave"
The Buddha is often misinterpreted as to saying "life is suffering" that is not really what he said. What the Buddha was telling us was that one can choose to suffer in this life by not living in it completely. By holding back something for the future, when hoping for an eternal future, that is suffering. Believing in eternal life keeps you numb to the joys and pain of truly living.
You are on a path that few can fathom, let alone travel down in a full on sprint.
You can choose to swim for the shore, cling to the rocks, swim against the current or you can let go. You cannot drift and float along, as the current will be strong and swift at times, you still must swim, but always swimming with life not against it.
You must trust your instincts, you are alone. You are the embodiment of the universe becoming conscious...You are the universes eyes, its ears, its sense of taste and touch. It lives through you, it shares your pain, your joy, it is alive because you are alive.
The universe will come to an end someday Emily, your end will just come a little sooner...
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